천길 벼랑 끝 100 미터 전.
하나님이 날 밀어내신다. 나를 긴장시키려고 그러시나?
10 미터 전. 계속 밀어내신다. 이제 곧 그만두시겠지.
1 미터 전. 더 나아갈 데가 없는데 설마 더 미시진 않을 거야.
벼랑 끝. 아니야, 하나님이 날 벼랑 아래로 떨어뜨릴 리가 없어.
내가 어떤 노력을 해왔는지 넘무나 잘 아실테니까.
그러나, 하나님은
벼랑 끝자락에 간신히 서 있는 나를 아래로 밀어내셨다.
그때야 알았다.
나에게 날개가 있다는 것을.
한비야 <그건, 사랑이였네 中>
Therefore we do not lose heart. Though outwardly we are wasting away, yet inwardly we are being renewed day by day. For our light and momentary troubles are achieving for us an eternal glory that far outweighs them all. So we fix our eyes not on what is seen, but on what is unseen. For what is seen is temporary, but what is unseen is eternal.
2 Corinthians 4:16-18
Lead me to the cross
Savior I come
Quiet my soul remember
Redemptions hill
Where Your blood was spilled
For my ransom
Everything I once held dear
I count it all as lost
Lead me to the cross
Where Your love poured out
Bring me to my knees
Lord I lay me down
Rid me of myself
I belong to You
Lead me, lead me to the cross
You were as I
Tempted and trialed
You are
Te word became flesh
Bore my sin and death
Now you’re risen
To your heart
To your heart
Lead me to your heart
Lead me to your heart
아… 오늘은 내편이없네.. 속상한일들만잔뜩쌓이고. 되는일은없고. 친구들은 바쁘고. 참. 거지같다오늘….